screwed up i screwed up everything i had, most probably i deserved it, most probably it my fault, most probably and more, i felt that its seriously due to my egoness in me , i thought that i did well last year scoring all As and stuff, this year i could just slacked and not do revision, regretness filled me up badly, friends around me improved drastically, from the happy-go-lucky ;from the dun care type and even those that were very hard working score well in everyway, they improved, i observed, i had dissapointed myself, my famliy and my teachers, i never expected myself to drop so badly that i almost failed my chinese, it's my lowest marks now, i felt i should be grateful for my marks but when i think about the class i want to go to, i cried from the deepest of my heart, a slient one, to whom i may joke around, laugh with, i felt depressed.its not about studying hard here, but smart.Being smart won't do the job but hard working, last minute study won't help too, i must ace my next term, sometimes i felt that group work sucks, ppl tht did not even do anything gotten the marks, !! @@#$%^&*()_+_)( *&^%$#@#$%^&*( *&^%$#@ that's what i want to say.
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my marks are bullshit and its freaking dissapointed, so far
maths-65 (highest)
science-63
lit-60
history-59.5
geog-57
english-56
chinese-54.9
ok, it sucks

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